Feeling so stupid

There are times that we do stupid things in purpose. I just did a very stupid thing last weekend that is haunting me so bad =(

I was not expecting to be affected and haunted this much... I guess this is the price I need to pay for being so reckless..


(passing out photo taken at Pattaya after hard partying)

I just had a glimpse of the darker side of the real world...

I am contemplating on the lyrics of Annie Lennox's Classic No More I Love Yous

I am seriously thinking of embracing the fact that: No More I Love Yous and that Language is Leaving me in Silence

I used to be lunatic
from the gracious days
I used to be woebegone
and so restless nights
My aching heart would bleed
for you to see
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing home whistling
buttonhole tunes to make me cry)
No more I love you's
The language is leaving me
No more I love you's
Changes are shifting outside the word
(The lover speaks about the monsters)
I used to have demons in my room at night
Desire,despair,desire,so many monsters
Oh but now...
(I don't find myself bouncing home whistling
buttonhole tunes to make me cry)
No more I love you's
The language is leaving me
No more I love you's
The language is leaving me in silence
No more I love you's
Changes are shifting outside the word
They were being really crazy
They were on the come.
And you know what mammy?
Everybody was being really crazy. Uh huh.
The monsters are crazy.
There are monsters outsides.
No more I love you's
The language is leaving me
No more I love you's
The language is leaving me in silence
No more I love you's
Changes are shifting outside the word
Outside the word

Lesson Learned: I have to be careful of the consequences of my doings